I'm flipping through the pages of
My diary of yesteryear
Still missing the love
The one whom I have held so close and dear
I'm thinking about the day we've met
It's love at first sight
Right there we sat
Underneath the stars that lit the night
We're so much in love
I thought we're rising above
We held our hands together
Wishing it'd be forever
It's Christmas time in Singapore
And I cannot believe
The love that I've been given
The strength that I receive
It's Christmas time in Singapore
Oh, how can I forget
The love that I've forsaken
For a lifetime of regret
We made a wish on a falling star
And prayed right from the start
That we'd travel by far
Together and we'd never be apart
But things are not quite what they seem
The wounds start to show
Unveil a shattered dream
Of late that we have only come to know
The feelings we've shared
Are supposed to end there and then
But the feeling's coming back
To haunt my life again
It's Christmas time in Singapore
And I cannot believe
The love that I've been given
The strength that I receive
It's Christmas time in Singapore
Oh, how can I forget
The love that I've forsaken
For a lifetime of regret
I held you in my arms then
I fought to never let you go
I knew the time had come when
I fought the tears that flow
It's Christmas time in Singapore
And I cannot believe
The love that I've been given
The strength that I receive
It's Christmas time in Singapore
Oh, how can I forget
The love that I've forsaken
For a lifetime of regret
did you hear, the decoration at orchard came down and blocked off a whole section of road
the year started off
with a bang in my school
where i dreaded every minute
and i so hated school
i wanted to run
and i tot is this what it was
is this the course that i wanted to serve
but then again
i lost control of myself
making the situation worse
people started hating me
which eventually
led me to realise i must have been a weirdo
or a freak
or maybe just a girl version
of a prick.
I tried so hard to put my life back on track again
to erase the memories of childhood abuse
but yet
i face
obstacles
day by day
my past comes back to haunt me
i've become so frail i say
i was born on the last day of the year
it's party time eh?
and christmas is oh so near
but will it mean joy
or will it mean fear?
(there is loads of hidden meaning inside)
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a man with no looks and money might as well cut off his d**k