failure
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Though a failure in love I am,
But gd friends reached out their hand,
Telling me, “ I noe u can.”
“Take my hand n UP u stand.”
A handful of them I adore most,
To my heart they live so closeÂ…
Adoring they are just like roses..
CanÂ’t do without, like medical doses.
But as we grow, we all change,
So one rose fell out of the range.
As it fell,the thorns pierced into my heart,
The cut was deep n really hard.
Then I realized how far we were, apart.
She told me, “like this, is what I am!
I don't wana give a d*amn !!!”
and these words drowned me like quicksand...
Coz only seeing her own stand,
How I feel, she wonÂ’t wana understand.
Love n friends, these two gems,
To go on, I feel weak without them.
Hope that fallen rose,one day, will fall back in place,
n Let me, once again, see its glamorous grace -
knowing she'll never be yours again,
though love's there but so is pain.
ppl says that time will heal,
but time can't control how u feel.
yes,this song used to b a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind,the harder u try forgeting,
will mean the more u will be missing...
so let the 'love' n 'miss' go on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but 1 day....
the love theme would just be a normal song
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In the middle of the night I heard myself shout,
It was my heart coz my mouth was shut.
My heart bled when u told me “I’m sorry,”
That we were incompatible just that I wasnÂ’t wary.
I had to agree to end this feeling,
But my heart protested by all its bleeding.
I need your love to keep me breathing,
Without your love I dun feel like a livingÂ…
I want to know why, u wanted to leave so abruptly,
Decided to follow up behind ur steps secretly..
ThereÂ…I saw you giving your heart away,
And crushed my heart along the way.
As time passes, the heart is healed..
But scars remain hard to conceal.
Kisses n hugs can only be reviewed,
By the memories thatÂ’s left so few.
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Fresh air in the morning,
For kiri darl on the way go working,
The dews on the leaves are sparkling,
Just like how your eyes keep glowing.
Thanks for all your words of caring,
It makes me feel the warmth in sharing.
Finally, my crystal has got back its shining,
Only some blue within that needs some healing.
If only I had done more readings,
Then I could do better on all the rhyming.
But this is just the beginning,
IÂ’ll practice on it and get it going!~!~
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Night has fallen,
I sensed Darkness,
Along came Silence,
Acompanied by Lonesome.
Darkness, is there any end?
Lonesome, is it a friend?
Shh...Silence, ryhmns like a song...
Why does the night seem so long?
My lost soul wandered in Darkness,
Humming the song of Silence,
Every corner i saw Lonesome there,
Why does it follows me everywhere?
Thank God, he sent Daybreak,
fought away Darkness for my sake,
Silence song? it did not stay,
So Lonesome, too, went another way. -
wads so great abt him?
some1 kindly hint?
he got me head over heels,
i loved him so i strongly feel.
he glanced over n caught my eye,
my face felt burnt...was that shy?
i felt so lost in his eyes...
like there's no way out,i don't know why.
he read my heart from my eyes,
n sensed i'm melting away just like ice...
he smiled, but it seemed so sly,
was it something he wanna imply??
but the smile took me for a fly
to the clouds of hapiness in the sky.
lurking behind could all be lies,
i couldn't see, coz love is blind.
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i've already done my best,
but my hopes begin getting less,
my heart stil can't get to its little nest,
so tired,i tink,it badly needs a rest...
why is my love still in a mess?
i always tot, God's giving me a test.
but the tests seems never end,
breaking the heart more, yet to mend..
my life's meant to b like tis, i guess..
though breathing yet lifeless, so depress!!
all i wish,is he'll confess,
whether he loves n misses me......
as much as i'd always stressed...
hmm..are the lovely messages sent
what he really meant???
why then,since the day away Love went
its till not back to get my heart tended???
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People thinks that I m silly,
To hold on something not so worthy.
They even think itÂ’s a pity,
That I wouldn't face the reality.
ItÂ’s the feeling that IÂ’m seeking,
If I deny my true feelings,
Then its me myself tat i'm cheating.
HenceÂ… I keep on waitingÂ…
Its true he once hurt me deep,
But he too gave me the love I need..
So I wonÂ’t admit my defeat,
Stand up,n dance with the music to the beat.
Yet autumn after autumns, spring after springs,
Time passes, just in a winkÂ…
He was mine, only in dreams,
The dreams were sweet, like cookies n cream!!
One day he called, “its just another chat” I thought,
He said, “I feel for you”, THAT gave me a shock!!~
Was it April foolÂ’s day? I realized its not,
I felt as if IÂ’d conquered the mountain top!
He asked if I was willing to wait.
Leaving the relationship to the fate.
He hopes by then its not too late,
To make up for his past mistakesÂ….
Dear fate, play me out not,
I really love him lots n lots...
give us the chance to b together again,
its the only cure to my greatest pain..
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Crystal shine, Crystal bright,
ThereÂ’s no way we could make it right..
U may try with all ur might,
But thereÂ’s only 1 person whom brings me light...
I swear to god I reali tried,
Not to miss him in the middle of the night,
But his flame within me had never died,
It gives me memories of delight..
His love once brought me to greatest height,
Once too,ended me up in a devastated plight.
Accepted all the sweet promises he had lied,
All these years, I still loved him quite.
I cried out loud to Jesus Christ,
“Show me the way pls, I need ur guide’”
True enough, I'm now on the brighter side!!
So to me darl, u r the stronger type,
Surely youÂ’re better in ur foresight,
Dun assume the food tastes good b4 u take the bite,
The taste might turn ur face pale white.
Bear in mind, even if we dare to try,
The ending could be tears of criesÂ…
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I had been on thinking nights,
Whether I had chosen right,
To hold on something not quite mine,
And shut out all the love so white.
Many good catch passed my life,
I just didnÂ’t want to try
As I hope not all these tries
Would all end up the expected sigh.
My heart was sealed up, so tight,
In the darkness without light,
U came with light n want to guide,
But I dare not follow, u asked me whyÂ…?
As even if u r right beside,
IÂ’ll look back for my yesterday night.
It isnÂ’t fair or anywhere right,
To hurt you further with my present plight.
I want ur light in me to die,
Reason not its u I do not like,
Its ur goodness that gives me fright,
I swear to God tis is no lie.
Knowing u had decide,
To seal ur heart,with a sorry sight,
Makes me more guilt than past fortnights,
When I kept the distance between so wide.
I hope to see u in great heights,
With a gal, whom can to u, equally like.
Call me a coward that wonÂ’t fight,
I donÂ’t care, at least, I hurt no hearts,
Except mine.
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He once said Love comes with Fate,
And our Fate was a little late.
He has got his loving mate,
"But our Fate has not ended", thatÂ’s what he said.
“If you don’t mind, will you wait?”
Overjoyed, I agreed to wait,
Forgotten to ask, till which date???
Flooded with hopes, I sat at his gates,
Months and years there I patiently satÂ…
The gates remain closed.. i felt so sad
So sad,i could hardly rate..
Hence my Love became Hate,
Let Love be gone and off they fade.
As I live alone in this h*ll state,
You offered to be an angel soul mate,
So I told u what IÂ’d learnt to say:
“Will you wait?
Yes?? ok,lets leave it to Fate.”
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in this so called world,u can't see truth,
even if there's evidence to prove.
i wished my life's wad i choose.
but rite now,i'm a frugitive on the loose,
a prisoner,escaped from a lifetime sentence
guilty of forbidden love,
constant unrepentence...
there's no shelter i can turn to,
so cold out here, walkin without shoes..
why escaped?when food n shelter's in there?
but in there i suffered n feel so bare.
did i reali gain freedom?
or still within his torturing kingdom..?
i'm lost! Love is smting beyond my wisdom.
wad u see,may not be wad it is.
u may visual recovery in the mist,
it may be far from truth,try knowin,at ur own risks..
IÂ’d lost my faith in True "Love","Care" or "Miss"
its all bullshits on my list..
my body n mind's just an empty sh*ll ,
given up on truths i could NEVER tell..
they said i'm so normal i'd gotten well,
but who noes how I feel? to me, everyday's in h*ll ..
ever since....that day i fell..
n swore,to the empire of Love, I shall rebel.
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years n years of waiting,
acompanied with lots n lots of hurtings..
all the love n care giving,
were nothing but lies,so deceiving.
love seems such an illusion..
ending me up in confusion..
wad a frustration,
i can never get a conclusion.
so we had a confrontation,
tellin u my present situation..
tat its my decision,
to give up on my patience...
u gently held my tearing face,
wiped the sorrow off, and u gazed..
tellin me it isnt very grace
to look like tis on my bday party craze..
ur warm hand seems like a miracle healer,
immunes the pain within,it feels so much greater..
do u noe how much it matters?
for tis magical touch to make me better??
i'd made my wish..for time to stop,
at tis moment i'd finally got..
tat u proclaimed that u love me lots..
hugged me,n wished to lose me not...
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Thousand over days I spent wishing,
To be held, once again, in his armsÂ’ bracing.
So past days that I kept on waiting...
Till time drowned all my hopesÂ…
Disappointment was beyond wad I could cope,
my heart's like a dead knot on a rope...
without him,i'm like a drug addict without dope.
Just when I thought it was the end,
He held me so tight in the hand,
Hugged me close, n had my heart mended...
I had no intention to defend,
After all, my heart's been longing for his to amend.
My dying heart found its strength to beat,
Once again, IÂ’m back on my feet.
My fading hope found its glamour to shine.
Once again, IÂ’m back to his love that is blind.
Taking all that he gives,
Cause I have no idea till when IÂ’ll receive
All these love n care, no idea r they deceits,
Once again, to myself, I deceiveÂ…
He proved to me,i was pretty convinced,
Without his love, I cannot liveÂ…
Under the stars,we pledged our love n sealed it with a kiss,
Sweet n loving, it lingers on my lips.
Heart to heart, once again, he touched me deep.
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By Kiridanshiro
my objective to you was to heal
but thru my numerous effort, wat did i yield?
prehaps a little something, prehaps a paththetic nil?
my love, i'm sure you can feel...
maybe it's something too much for you to deal?
prehaps it's jus all's heaven's will?
but surely, it shouldn't be tis heart broken seal,
for my words and voice seem to give you fuel,
something tat u can still touch and feel?
so u see, my leaving is no big deal,
for friends forever is our deal,
but there is something greater along the seal,
a song so great, it bends my will,
my resolve, my heart and everything i feel,
my last sentence typed out, while i take my sneezing pill,
sick as i'm now, i wanna say to you,
every single word i hope you can feel,
a pact for life, from me to you,
This I Promise You... (N Sync)
Ooh, ooh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh I promise you
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in a while more u'll be 22,
thinking of u, wondering if u're thinking of me too?
but tat's a silly notion since our love has been sealed.
jus wanna wish u happy birthday,
despite knowing all u hav now are bad hair days...
probably tis year, u'll finally make a different wish,
but i want be there to see the scene.
for fate has made it clear to me,
impossible tat i'll ever come to thee...
i once let my guard down,
and let myself down,
falling so god d*amn hard on the frozen ground.
now i bear more scars to remind me,
love is probably the one thing in life i do not need.
for the small setbacks in life, ppl flee,
compared wif the things tat had been for me,
i should had long ago set all the love free...
to h*ll wif love, my heart's sealed in deep...
-=happy birthday, words are all I have, no present, no cakes, i don't even know where i can send them...=-
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it's been a year since i've been here,
the words i used, the advice i gave, my presence felt,
not sure the of impact i had dealt,
friend or foe to u, i can no longer tell...
the place i seek solitude, has turned to another h*ll
,
guess it's my nature, not to stay long in a single cell,
or place, in life, i jus can't tell...
gone and came a few times back, all seems well,
but i guess tis time, it's really farewell...
for my time here is up, i gotta go somewhere else,
a part of my memories, tis place has served me well..
to CrystalBlue, i love you,
i pray to god, pls fare thee well...
to akazuki, i'll see you soon,
meanwhile, hope all's well...
To ethelreda, i almost forgotten u so,
wanted to court u? oh well...
to Charming78, my lao dao,
u disappered? wat the h*ll ?...
to johyl, my sugar,
u're so sweet and swell...
to Jess80, u disappered,
all's been well?
to nitelf, who i hardly know,
keep trying, ur poem's are getting better, i can tell...
to ice kachang, not forgetting u,
hav faith, dnt send ur love to h*ll
h*ll
h*ll
...
to lauren, miss long bean,
same thing to u, hope all's been well...
to the rest whom i missed out,
thing's will only get better, all will be well!...
and to those who are not on good terms,
d*amn, u all can go to h*ll
!... (whohahaha...)
and lastly to CrystalBlue again,
the past is over, let it go,
the future is filled wif hope,
things i saying now, u oredi know,
how to get by, i'm sure u know how too,
taurus or not, there's always a time to let go,
and embrace the future, for a new story to be told...
and no matter where in h*ll
u're,
how dark the place is,
u'll always see a shining glow,
for ur nick itself is a beacon of lighting show,
Crystal is bright, and blue is the glow,
bule may not be sad, the clear skies show...
-=DNR "ting a dong bell" i won't be coming in anymore...=- -
when the curtains of night draws across the skies,
my sights searched for the first sight of starlite..
it need not be big, it need not be bright,
for in the day, i cant see it's lite,
yet i know it's there shingin wif all it's might,
so wif the sun out of the skies,
i cherish it's efforts wif a big warm "hi"
sm will be ur moon shining in lonesome nites,
sm will be ur sun shining wif brightest cherry lite...
but i'll rathe be the star, always shining day and nite...
ur sunshine might not be me, but tat's alrite,
ur moon might not be me, but it's still so fine...
i'll jus be ard 24-7 shinin wif all my might...
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to all the gods around, i sincerely pray...
let us see the truth in life each day,
to renew our faith amidst our constant pain,
to hav strength to let the pain from the past slowly fade,
to hav wisdom and care, to lend out aid,
to realise our dreams, our power to create,
to see a new beginning pior to each ending's made...
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By Ethelreda
to fall in love is always easy
to start a relationship is always simple...
to build it, is always tough...
to maintain it, is 'better said than done'...
to break off, is 'easier said than done'...
to remain friends after u broke off, is never possible...
to forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'...
to heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple...
but one has to try to heal your own heart...
the heart belongs to u...
if u don't heal it and have a space for someone to walk in,
the heart will always be sealed,
memories will never be forgotten,
the pain will never go,
and u will never move on from where u started...
people take wrong directions all the time..
if not,how do we ever realise our mistakes..
and make better choices..
late it might be for your life so far,
but it is never too late for your life ahead..
maybe through wrong directions,
you made the wrong choices..
but does it mean that through the right directions,
you would always make the right choices?
if everything seems like a big trial..
hold on to your faith..
for at least,you had a chance to live a choice..
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with a new year comes a new beginning,
every month is a new chapter,
every day is a new chance,
every hour is a combi of minutes,
every minute is a prelude to an hour,
and every second is every moment that i've been thinking of you...
love still hurts as much as it used to,
i have a kind of love in me,
some love that lets me think and care about you,
and the more wanting to be with you,
but love made a twist and i could never be with you,
caring for you and holding your hand is possible but we could never be together,
not even thinking about being together coz it would hurt me so much to even think,
sad it might be but this feeling would never go...
some people told me that maybe i should wait,
till you have ended your chance with her,
but i could not,
afterall it's a 2 year's of story together,
i couldn't wait and i couldn't go on without thinking of you,
trying to get on without you for the past few years,
has been great and good,
or so i thought,
but seeing you again proved me wrong,
i may not think about you,
but neverless you have never left my heart,
not in the past and not now,
with all the choices of getting you in my life and forgetting about you,
i am at a cross road now,
waiting for a kind soul who would just give me instructions to follow,
unfortunately life do not work out this way,
and so here i am again,
at the crossroad i was years ago...
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just like birds in the skies,
i would hope to be close to you,
but no matter how close i am to you,
there is just this one thing that keeps me away,
your heart,
the further you are from me,
the nearer i want to be to you,
but the nearer i am to you,
the further you are from me,
i can't forget the past,
and i can't go back to the past
to change the things
which should not have happened,
i do not have magic powers to change the past,
the more i wanted to,
the more it would haunt me,
but i do know that i have the power to change the future,
to change the way i look at you,
to change the way i think and miss you,
to finally let go of you and our past,
i know it would be hard,
it must be hard so that i would never take the past to the future,
i would not say i would try or i would do my best,
i would tell myself,
i must do it,
it's now or never,
if not then when?
things would drag on and on and on,
it's like a neverending story,
and so from this moment on,
i shall look high up into the sky and tell myself that,
just like the birds in the sky,
i am going to look far and fly high instead of flying close to you,
i promise...
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hiding in your arms
i could feel the warmness of you and your love
but as time passes me by
the warmth turns into coldness
and soon i was overwhelmed by the coldness
that has since turned into snow
i looked around for the once felt warmth but to find none
then i finally realised that you are gone
really gone
with no sympathy or empathy
no love or concern
not even a single tear in your eyes
you have once again left me all alone
in this long cold rain
only for me to wait for another passer-by
just like how i waited for you..." -
u make mi wanna hold u in the middle of the night
till the dawn comes along
till the sun sets again
and till the end of the world
an undescrible kind of feeling
short it might be
but makes me happy at the thought of it
sitting all alone in this cold big room of mine
i wonder if this so called fantasy of mine
would ever be realised
in dreams maybe
but definately not in reality
what could i do
what do i do
what must i do
to make you realise that
what i wanted all along was not to be your friend
not even your best friend
but someone who could occupy your heart
wholly and completely,
but looking at the long starry night ahead
this dream could only cause me heartaches
praying to the many stars
that seems to be lonely tonight
i quietly made a wish upon them
that i wish you would hold me in the middle of the night
till dawn
till sunset
and through eternity...
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ItÂ’s time to go
To forget this goal
To release this grip
That I have reap
And so I weap
Hard it seems
As my heart sings
Tears down my face
I lost my ace
Like a wild card on the loose
I felt like a goose
Funny you might think
Stupid I would say
Dumbness got me
Numbness found me
I sat here alone
In long noon
All the way so long
Thinking how wrong
Rivals mocking
Strangers laughing
Lovers thinking
And me weaping
Many questions
Endless answers
Many queries
With all worries
But where fore art thou
For itÂ’s your love I need
And your heart I heed
Your arms I feel heat
Your hugs my heart beats
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To you,I am just one of those
One kind of beautiful rose
For you I shed my thorns
But you appreciate the thorns
For it meant another excitement
But to me,itÂ’s another requirement
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By Icekachang
my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what i could hold
for it's me he chose to let go
life no longer shines without him
what's left is all but a dim
tears i shed for him but does he know?
i have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died is all i know
i love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all i could feel
my heart will never be open but remain sealed
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Haggard i look, said by some
all things can't seem to be overcome
Lord, i ask y i so cham
I should believe things go and come
No longer go to pasar malam
Cos wallet also become kang kang
Yoshinoya i had for mum mum
But gastric until i diam diam
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bo liao my poem as it seem
i see also i gek sim
the light in my life is just a dim
life not sweet like pudding
ulcers hurt till mouth tia
now i lose appetite sia
when can i ever eat mee siam
wait long long till i long pia
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By Akazuki
in a world of peace i do not live
things that i've seen u may not believe
attention u gave, im honoured to receive
exagerated though i perceive (hehehehe)
sorrie i am for my hostility
friends i hope we will remain to be....
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sorry u do not have to be
for no reason that i can see
catch a movie together, unlikely
cos u r merely too busy.....
life still go on with or without mi
no diff no matter or not i leave
so i see no need for ya plea
for im no more important than a flea...
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Close friends we promised to remain
For a while we managed to maintain
Constant contact we both proclaimed
Our friendship was like a diminishing flame
No matter how hard i try to substain........
Care and concern i showed him
I thought that's what friendship means
Maybe i over did things a bit
Cos i still like him i admit
Thanked mi he did for being there
He've had enough of my constant care
Surprised i was by his reaction
Respect i will towards his decision
But curious i am of his 'close friend' definition.....
Promised him something i once did
Regretfully i wont be able to fulfill it
A early happy birthday i wish him
Since i will no longer be in the scene.....
Disappear i will from his world
Hatred for him i do not hold
May happiness accompany him to the end
Take care always, my dear friend............
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If i knew all this was just a pack of lies
Forever buried in the groud i hope it lies
Not asking u to stay with mi
Leave mi not is all i wish
Normal friends we have became
Forever like this it will remain
If you cant see that im hurting badly,
Now dear,look at me.....
What u did was not action of a hero
Cos all that u've left was sorrow
Im not sharing your point of view,
I know alota girls are waiting at ya queue
But let me say it now loud & clear,
Slashed into my heart is a sharp glass spear
One that cant be taken out without leaving mi in tears
Things done cannot be undone
In this darkness, may there be sun
Smiles u've brought alone with frowns
How i wish we never had began
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Perserverance and sincerity he has shown
CrystalBlue u should know
Y cant u just le go
And move on to a better tomorrow
How would u know if u dun even try
Who knows he may be the right guy
Even if he is not the one
At least u know you've tried
Please leave the unhappy past behind
Bavely u should move beyond the line
Hesitate & passed this chance
And the next one may never come
Kiri this is the best i can do
Hoping u guys can start anew
Maybe darkness will soon see light
Together the futures will be exceptionally bright
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Everything happened too fast
Too fast to even last
The story of us
Ended so adruptly that others laugh
Love & tender i once taste
Cold & heartless he became
Treasure him not when he was there
I longed for his love when it has already vanished into the air.....
Nights has passed, Days withered by
It's time for mi to say good bye
To let go of this relation
And move on after some stimulation
Now that he has found a new love
I can wish that she is the right girl
Wishing him well with all my heart
Hoping that he will play good his part....
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By Niteelf
Felt the winter frost,
and sometimes warmth of spring,
How much happiness can this bring?
Is this love or just lust?
Give a Answer,this you must.
I gave being apart alil thought,
Look at how many tissue boxes i have bought!
There's not many words i can explain,
all i know my heart is crying in pain..
Nothing can overcome this moment of fear,
this only brings a cloud of tears.
Is breaking up the only way out?
Dont tell me its true,
i could hear my heart shout.
Drowning myself in blue,
Haven't you gotta clue?
Drinking alcohol to put myself to sleep,
cry myself back to sleep.
Don't think i'm heroic,
to put this to a stop.
Gives me an mirror of myself being selfish and pathetic.
So tell me now and tell me true,
Do you love me or do you not?
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If i knew all this was a lie,
lie to me forever.
I'm not asking you to stay,
but all i wish is you leave me never.
We're normal friends,
thats all we'll ever be.
if you cant see that im hurting badly,
now dear,look at me..
i disagree what you did is hero,
cause all was left for me was sorrow.
Im not sharing your point of view,
i know alota girls are waiting at ya queue.
but Let me say it now loud & clear,
slashed into my heart is a glass spear.
One that can't taken out neither can it be undone,
in this darkness,
let there be sun.
For all that you've done,
bringing me smiles,
and leaving me frowns.
I wish this relationship had never began.
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Filled with anger,
Filled with so much pride.
Did i actually leave him aside?
Just walk away,
Not even a glance back
,just a reddish sway.
A knock on the door.
Guess what i saw?
Anger that was once over whelming,
has now been softened with his tears.
Wished i could wipe them all away,
Telling him i'm sorry,it's okay.
The pain in his eyes,
brought a pierce through my heart.
Was this the cause of my wrong doing?
How could i have done that to him from the start?
His heavy breathing had a strong impact,
I've hurt him and that's the fact.
Sitting here all alone again,
So guilt-ridden,recalling the pain.
In front of me was a blade,
to pay the agony that i've made.
But,i stopped.
Remembering the promise i've spoken,
one that cannot be broken...
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By Mingli
life had been lonely,
things arent going my way,
looking out of the windows, rain fell
watching them fall, forming countless of small circles,
wish i was under the rain with him
in a romantic walk
he was once there
laughing with me
teasing me
missed you so much
he was there when i fell
when i felt so lonely
when no one even look at me
when everyone desert me
he had his warms arms and comfort around me
looking back at the rain
warm tears sprung out from my eyes
i couldnt hold back anymore
now that he wouldnt be here with me anymore
somehow it was he who put me back from pieces
now he had crushed me again to pieces
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The day we met
Your sunny smile made my day
Warm handshake
Lead me out of the darkness
Love was not only in my dreams
It was not what they think
Grip on to the impossible?
Friends or lovers I am really clueless
Sweet messages flood into my moblie
Longing to hold you
To touch you
To kiss you
To follow your every move
But only empty promises came on me
It wasnt fair
My heart hurts
Tears flows
You are the one that say you loved me
I look at you full of pain
Shattered by your disapproving eyes
I bite my lips with bitterness
I shut my eyes
And cover my ears
I dont want to hear a single lie from you anymore
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By mIzAnDr3wlOtzZ
Now i know i had it all
Cause i had u
Just to see u make me smile
Why was i too blind to see thant i had everything, and u completed me?
I can still remember how u held my hand
Like u'd never let it go
But now here i am alone, trying to move on
Wondering how our love could go so wrong..
Will love come back to me
Come back again to me
When i still believe that u're the one i need
Though i'm trying hard to make it through
Living is so empty without u
And i wonder must we go on this way
U would catch my every fall
U'd forgive all that u knew was wrong with me
But i pushed it far away
Too scared to call it love
What i wouldn't give to have u back again
Will love come back to me
When love is just like u
If it isn't u, i don't know what to do
Know i gotta try and start again
I don't wanna find somebody new
Because i don't wanna go on this way
And if someday, in some dream we meet again
Baby do i have a chance to speak to u again?
I know that if i were to say 'i love u' now.
It's still to late
Just to say the words, i'll tell u anyway
Will love come back to me
Come back again to me
When i still believe that u're the one i need
Though i'm trying hard to make it through
Living is so empty without u
Baby tell me do we have to live this way?
Will love come back to me
When love is just like u
If it isn't u, i don't know what to do
Know i gotta try and start again
And the more i try and start again
The more i miss you
Baby, tell me somehow we'll find the way...
Really hope that u'll realise how much i love u one day...
Will always be waiting for u to come back.. no matter how long it's gonna take.
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By Xiaoangel
It has been long,
Since we're together,
But you have changed alot,
No more love in your heart,
Only memories left for me,
I have to realise that,
We are different now.
It seems impossible,
for us to be togheter again,
Let me keep this dissapoinment,
Let me be the one to surrender,
I wont stop you,
As long as you're happy,
Maybe all this is..
My fault..
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d*amn all you heart break fools,
a love was gone, so wat? u bloody goons,
a faded love is like a bursted balloon,
all u nid is rest and find a new chance to bloom,
throw away ur f*ck type gloom.
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if u can live till 80,
and rite now u're only 20,
and all the bad and unhappy things seemed aplenty,
pls learn to let go and go on liviing,
for holding on and draggin on has no meaning,
it'll only waste away the remaining 60...
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