What am i doing here?
where am i?
what have i done before arriving at this barren land?
lost, is the only feeling i feel in my heart now....
why have i become a sunken man?
why am i living this dream, this nightmare?
why does the heavens pour down on me when i am sullen?
lost, is the only word i can cling onto...
brought forward in time, to what i am now...
living a dream, with no meaning, with no sense of belonging...
moving like a shadow, lurking in a place of ideals
lost, is the only way i can free myself from this world.
alone, seperated from what ideals bound us to...
away, drifting further away, from ppl's normal thoughts...
again, emptiness, lonliness fills up in my life.....
lost.... what do i yearn? what do i want now??
lost... is my soul, my will to become
lost... is my mind, my way of thought
lost... is my life, my humanity.....