this post begins with a sorrow...dun joke pls.......
im still forcing my tears fr running down.....not worth it......
but sadness is already choking me.....
.......................................................................................................... didnt know tt dreaming takes so much courage.......never....
i tot tt's when u r facing with the reality......
reality is the ugly truth no one wants to believe in......
but we face them as long as we r alive.....everyday......
by dreaming.....we find this paradise we create......
a perfect world......with the perfect pple n the perfect happenings...
once....
i told someone abt my dream....abt this world i created......
n he told me 'hey! wake up! stop dreaming! return to the reality n face it bravely!'
did i realize????........I WOKE UP.
then.....
the days followed by yrs passed n i learnt abt facing the reality...
i was proud....glad tt i left my dreams......finally growing.....
until.....
a fren told me her story.....
she had 3 bfs at the same time......she didnt know who to choose.....
her only requirement was a bf who cld obey her n pacify her.....
all of them did....knowing very well the existence of the other 2....
she was very confused not bcoz of fearing to hurt anyone.....
but which ONE she shld choose to love her......as she felt tt time was really hard to balance out among them.......
she didnt love them.....
In Her Point of View......
when a guy knows tt a gal is single n available.....
they will go all out to win the gal's heart n conquer her.....
therefore....
by going out with 3 guyz......they will never succeed in doing so....
In this love game......
she didnt give her heart to anyone.....
no one was hurt as well.....
coz they all agreed to the rule of the game...
'obey me n i'll be with u.....'
she's envious of how others can be able to walk down the aisle
with the very same guy they've loved for many yrs.....
while she's not.......
her story stopping here.....n me typing till here.....
i've realized tt the reality truly tears us apart.....
tearing us apart fr the lovely truths we had for many things....
LOVE......WAT FUTURE LIES FOR US......FRIENDS......FAMILY......
we learn to face reality the way it is presented to us.....
we forgot to dream....adding the beautiful thoughts we had to reality
we r moulded by the reality.....becoming a part of the reality
reality forming part of us...killing our dreams...squashing them alive.
i'm not stubborn.....i'm juz following my heart...
i still want to dream.....even though.....
dreaming now seems to take much more courage.....
coz i want to see my dream a part of the reality.....
dreams belonging to reality.....slowly eating reality away....
i do get cold feet quite often when i think of dreaming......
dreams r loners...
roaming in the vast land of imagination......
u get wont hear naggings fr mum....or lecturers' reprimands.....
gd frenz arent by ur side to give their utmost support....
n ur most trusted mentor isnt ard to give any advices.....
u'll be all alone....running the whole show....
dreams in this land of imagination r withheld in the mind of the creator.....
dreams gain their energy fr the beliefs the creator generates....
stronger the beliefs.....the more energy dreams gain to drive believers(creators) nearer to their goals in life.....
however, dun be too suprised if dreams die.....
dreams r constantly meeting face to face with reality....
putting up fierce fights for their survival.....
a winner will soon evolve.....
well.....nobody can tell who the winner is....
so im pray hard tt my beliefs wont be shaken by reality....
i know very well reality bites but certainly cant be compared to
announcing to the world "MY DREAMS BECAME REALITY"