Complications....mixed Emotions....Confusions....
It only takes a minute to Sort them out....
Search within the Heart is all it takes.....
Looking into my Heart>>>
Scattered emotions....scattered confusions....scattered doubts...
they r looking at me.....repeating themselves to me...calling out to me...
'Disapptment'...'Sadness'....'Incompetence'....etc.....
'Disapptment'...'Sadness'....'Incompetence'....etc.....
'Disapptment'...'Sadness'....'Incompetence'....etc.....
"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
i shut my Heart...once again...again...& again.....
"Who's calling me?"
I seem to hear a lovely...an angelical Voice.....
almost whispering to my ears....softly & gently.....
In such Heavenly weather....
Rain is splattering to the ground like playful kids....
Wind is blowing gently on my face like an Angel's Whisper.....
Hanging by the window, my wind chime is ringing "Ding..Ling...Ding ..Ling..."
Sound of Nature accompanied with Sound of Peace.....
Peeping thru my heart.....
Looking at the Scattered Emotions....I notice 'Happiness'....some 'Satifaction'...
Closing my eyes & feeling with all my whole soul...
i 'dip' my hands into this bagful Heart of Emotions.....
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Moving my hands in circles....no idea when to stop....
Juz like in Life...i've been moving in circles.....
round & round.....round & round.....round &..............
Until....i felt something "Rite"......something inexplicable......
I lifted up my hands......
Slowly opening my eyes to reveal wat it is......
the penetrating source of light is hurting my eyes.....have i been in the dark for tt long?
Revealing bit by bit to wat i'm holding within my palm.....
I was murmuring to myself "Trust"